Since the day I was born, you have been my role model, someone I look up to, someone I highly respect. Through the years, communication between us has dwindled, even something as simple as having a meal with you seemed impossible. Though the gap between us has widened, deep down in my heart, I am still very grateful to you and I love you. Because without you, I wouldn't even have existed. All these years, I constantly reassure myself that you do love us like before.

Whatever that happened today, it hit me really hard. Even as I'm typing this, i feel my tears flowing uncontrollably. I believe you do care for this family. Tell me it's not true, please.

Just let this be a bad dream that I can wake up from.